I wanted to write in English

I suddenly wanted to write this entry in English.

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Recently I haven't been writing in English. But I'll take speaking test of Eiken pre-1 grade this month. So I thought I need to output English anyway. But I don't have anything to write.

Now it's 2:40 AM. I wake up around 2 o'clock thinking of my spending in my dream. And I watched Youtube videos. I watched a multi-lingo speaking. I felt that I need to express in English. But I don't have anything to write.

I found Eiken's speaking test take speaker's base intelligence. Even if you can speak fluently in English, I won't pass the exam if what you speak isn't smart, maybe. They have original criteria of English ability, and they are too tough. So I won't pass the test this month maybe.

Actually, I'm thinking that I don't need to pass the exam, because it's worthless for me. After I get over 800 on TOEIC LR test, I'm reading books to improve my English ability, and found what I need is extensive reading, not fluent speaking.

I'll never speak in English in my rural area. But thanks to Amazon, I can get books in English. And reading in English fluently sounds like very cool and smart for me. So I don't need to speak in English. Eiken sucks!

I like write in English aimlessly, but it's worthless for everyone. Writing like a chitchat will be suite for Twitter.