It was the first time since about 100 days ago when I started speech training in YouTube. Of cource I can't speak smoothly at take-one. But it was great improving for me to speak in English such a long time. I'll become a better speaker than now, someday.
But my obstacles is appearing now too. My prononciation is not enough. And I don't have certain thought of things like politics and economy. I need to learn more even though I'm in 40s. Learning is endless, I found.