It's very disappointing for me. But I can say I'm keeping my English ability for peace of my mind. I'm taking Eiken pre1 grade in June, and I'll take TOEIC test again if I passed the Eiken test.
On the other hand, it's enough for 40s to get over750 after hard efforts, I feel. So somewhere in my mind, I can leave English tests and enjoy more using English, reading books in English for example. Of cource I need to keep my English training, but I don't need to hurt middle age's pride by tests.